"I am learning to be present with myself. It feels very solitary."
"Will I just be ever more alone when I settle into being with myself more? Its is a big world out there. I am up to it, but where does that universal feeling come in? Do I get to feel that too?"
Gnome
The mind seems to regularly have a fear that we will be all alone, and lonely, when we become "enlightened, awake, aware." This misunderstanding often triggers reactions in the mind to avoid insight and intuition, because they appear to bring us closer to that state of being we fear (and long for.) People, our friends, will no longer understand us, we will be shunned, isolated.
As we become more ourselves, as we express the fullness of Being, the perspective of the mind does change, it does leave behind its old views. And, others may not understand with their thinking, how we experience that Being. Yet, Being and Awareness are the true nature of all, and therefor a part of all of us. So, deep inside, we all know what that is. We seek it, long for it, and are inspired by those who express it. Like the Gnome, we discover it in ourselves.